February 6, 2023
Today’s blog is a shout out to Old Souls. Because I am one! My story is your story. I know what it is to be one. I know the mis-information and judgement that accompanies it. It’s a hard path, not for the faint of heart. So please celebrate yourself today and every day. I trust this blog will give you insight into how the 3x humans operate and bring some understanding into your Lone Wolf Dynamic. Hopefully it will ease some pain, suffering and loneliness for you very special folks.
‘Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events & small minds discuss people’ ¬ Eleanor Roosevelt
→ Once you travel further than the crowd, you’ll never fit in with the crowd. The more you do the inner work, the less you can be around those who don’t. The more wisdom you attain, the less you suffer fools.
‘This is for the folks who are not satisfied with the prevailing orthodoxies of today and who question the theoretical bases upon which they rest. It is written in the hope that it will help crystallise the vague sense of disquiet felt by many thinking people and thus turn it into a motivation for positive change – to demolish the dangerous edifice of misunderstanding known as the ‘human science’ by showing that something is very wrong with our ‘common-sense’ notions about humanity and tracing those misleading ideas back to their source’ ¬ The Key
That source is patriarchy. The 5 sensory, profit before Life system currently in charge. Not Power. With Power comes great Knowledge and Response-ability. This system of greed and control is completely morally bankrupt, left hemisphere stuff. You’ll never fit in. Be glad of it.
Caution:
None of this is to be mistaken for the quiet, broody, males. The dangerous misfits. They’re often classed as the lone wolf types. These rogues are the jekyll and hyde types that come with major red flags. The prince charming, prince harming. The street angel, house devil – who prey on unsuspecting women. They wear a mask. They’re the polar opposite of Old Souls.
01. This is not the human condition, simply conditioned humans in patriarchy.
Always keep that in mind! We live in information age with a severe lack of Knowledge, with a lab mentality to boot. Those busy pulling everything apart fail to see how everything fits together!
We humans have an incredible potential capacity. Incredible! The remnants of which we see all around us, dotted around the globe. Pyramids and amphitheatres of an age gone by. Built by highly intelligent and sophisticated civilisations that were wiped out by patriarchy in their quest for control and greed. A potential capacity that is sadly stifled and squashed by schools and society – the operant conditioning system of the last 2 millennia. The tail is wagging the dog.
Let’s get a few things straight before we continue. Humanity is in turmoil. This is not how we’re meant to be living. Your Soul is not valued nor governed by the dollar. Once all the trees are dead and the rivers polluted and dried up, you cannot eat your dollar. Our bare essentials, food and shelter, do not cost the Earth. Academia and Intelligence are not one and the same. Wisdom and Virtues are dead and buried under patriarchy. There’s so much more to all of this as you well know. Hold on! Great things are coming.
Evolution.
Each constellation we travel through takes approximately 2160 years and brings us life lessons here on Earth School – both individually and collectively – for our Soul growth and evolution. The previous era was Matriarchy. This last 2 millennia has been patriarchy. And we have recently transitioned into the new era of Peace. About bloody time. What a mess.
So, let’s take a brief look at the lesson of patriarchy: what happens to humanity when the Feminine is annihilated, in a profit before Life system? The damage to Humanity and Mother Earth is plain to see. The other point I’d like to make: my work is not a man bashing exercise. It is wholeheartedly and unapologetically an asshole bashing one!
Having studied the larger cycles at work for some 30 years, I’ll help you understand the basic Teachings that are no longer taught so you too can learn to love your Old Soul self. This paradigm has waged unremitting war on the Feminine – starting with the Witch mania – and have stooped to every sinister low imaginable to wipe out our Matriarchal Knowledge and Wisdom. They’ve wiped out our gorgeous warrior men in the process too. Of course, they must wipe out the masculine warrior-code at all costs to keep their sinister shit in place. Thank goodness their time is at an end. No peanut on Earth can ever beat the Larger Cycles at work.
The Eyes of Truth are always watching. #Karma. The his-story is the same story for each and every one of us on Earth. It’s atrocious and has caused much wounding and heartache for Humanity the World over. Facts are facts. We all know what has come to pass over the last 2 millennia. Hold tight sweetheart – change is just around the corner.
02. Three Types of Humans
Here on Earth School, there are 3 types of humans.
‘Some people make things happen, some people watch things happen, while others wonder what has happened’ ¬ Mark Twain.
- Old souls – Multi-sensory, Wise, Conscious + the Lone Wolf Dynamic
- Brinkers – mid + in-betweeners, operating in the mental/woo-woo realm before Soul level
- Young souls – 5-sensory, new + unconscious
- both young + brinkers make up the unconscious masses.
→ Hence, Worldview, Wisdom, Knowledge + opinion differs vastly between the 3x types.
Example: Hands up if you’ve encountered a ghost only to tell your friend who scoffs and says they don’t exist. Hands up if you encounter folks who don’t know the difference between right and wrong, normal and abnormal. There’s nothing wrong with you. Old souls Know. Young souls don’t know they don’t know. And brinkers fudge and smudge it all coz they have the pc, people pleaser disorder.
Let’s have some fun here: perhaps you’ve heard the joke about ‘how many Californians does it take to change a light bulb? Five. One to change the light bulb and four to share the experience. It’s all about the energy man’. That’s the brinkers all over – the woo-woo, Woodstock types – gotta love em.
The 3 Types operate in very different ways. Too broad a subject to cover here of course, so I’ll keep it simple. The old souls are the Climbers. The brinkers are the Campers. The young souls are the Pullers. What does that mean?
It means the old souls are off travelling, quest-ioning, seeking usually self-employed and/or fringe-dwellers. They’re the wise leaders and teachers and guardians of Mother Earth and Her secrets. The brinkers are the peeps who keep the village functioning: the butcher, the baker, the candlestick maker.
The young souls are the masses – the mob mentality, and the pullers – with the tall poppy syndrome, with victim/bully dynamics, taking no responsibility in life – aka the Fools Journey. They’re mediocre minds, new and clueless, opinionated without Knowledge – the ‘google experts’ all over social media. The ghosters with shit kids. The ‘learn it Monday sell it Tuesday’ types. The ‘plastic fantastic’ fake types. And the woo-woo types. We know who they are in the Soulless fake/beauty industry. How do we know when society is ass about face? We’re in it! Take a look at their faces – hideous! Fake and fucked up everything. The lashes and trout pout says it all.
→ Intelligence and academia are not one and the same. There are plenty of idiots with degrees with train wreck lives and kids. There are plenty of pedo’s who hide behind careers, money and wives. Welcome to patriarchy – the system that favours fools and fuck-ups, with the wrong people in the wrong places.
Pro Tip:
The bully dynamic – aka the Bright bird, dull bird syndrome. Firmly cemented in by family and school. They’ll stop at nothing to pull you down, overtly or subtly. This paradigm is riddled with it, from the school yard to domestic violence and cyber bullying. The underpinnings are the same, all from the family of origin. Just the degree that varies. Damaged children in adult bodies. The teachings and books here are ass-about-face and grossly misunderstood. Rife with misinformation. This ‘passive + resilient’ crap is prime example. #unlearning.
→ Do yourself a favour and stay a while. Grab a cuppa and read. I’m always creating content for you and sharing the Volumes. A) to teach you the origins of it all and B) to keep you all smarter, stronger and safer until we flip it. Change is coming Sistar.
03. Earth Walks + Family Dynamics
I remember when I was five, I asked my dad ‘how do I fit in here?’ I was asking how my vast Soul fit into my little girl body. Of course, he couldn’t answer me and dismissed me. But I pondered until I worked it out. Ah, I go back to my Star. I knew I was a deep old Soul.
I know I signed up us as a messenger of Ancient Knowing systems. And over the decades I researched, discovered ancient teachings and found a hand-full of teachers, all of which gave me the vocabulary to my Knowing.
‘The fire that is our essence comes from the stars and to the stars we return’ ¬ Jamie Sams, Seneca Nation, Wolf Clan Teachings.
Our Soul is a multi-faceted diamond, coming to Earth School each time to learn and evolve. We simply cannot experience all there is to experience in 1 lifetime. Each earth walk is our own Chosen Life Assignment. We choose the soul pods – people/family – in which we will experience and learn lessons. It’s the ‘who and what’ we attract into our lives to play out our path, our journey, our stuff, each time. We cannot achieve this in one lifetime. Each round will polish a facet of your diamond-soul. And yes, if you’re an ass in one life, you’ll pay that back over the next. I bet Hitler is now living on a rubbish heap, starving hungry somewhere. #Karma.
→ Contrary to popular belief there is a road map in life. It’s called a Natal Chart. Astrology = Soul Knowledge – Know Thyself, just for starters. Beware the charlatans and those riddled with patriarchal reversals.
→ Choose wisely – any true Astrologer has spent required 6x years in school plus specialty with decades of ongoing learning this ancient, phenomenal field of Study, applying to Self, long before delineating charts for others. Astro-physical Knowledge is gleaned over lifetimes. It was once our baseline standard that was sadly annihilated by patriarchy. It’s my destiny and pleasure to bring it back – hold tight. Great things are coming.
→ Mathesis – is Mother Knowledge in accordance with the Lunar Round – once common knowledge = Consciousness. The Genuine Conscious Mothers. Matriarchal Wisdom and Knowledge from the Woman’s Domain that must return for the well-being and survival of the next 7x generations. Throw the minefield of mis-information away. It’s so last century Sistar, leave it there. I cover this in my Woman-lore Program.
Hands up if you’ve ever felt misunderstood by your parents/family? Or felt they’re alien – polar opposites. Hands up if you feel you don’t belong here in this society, in this era? Guess what? There’s nothing wrong with you! Old souls – and children – struggle in unconscious and old school paradigms!
Family Dynamics – in the most simple terms.
All the transactions herein are wide and varied, each playing out their stuff. Unconscious until conscious over countless Earth walks. Just as there are 3x types of humans, so too there are 2x Parenting Styles. Old souls – Conscious. Brinkers + Young – unconscious. Unmet needs, symptoms and syndromes.
Our children are our Guests of Honour, here to make unconscious parents/family members face + learn lessons and the unresolved parts of themselves. Parents are doing the best they can at any given time, all part of the process. There’s major unlearning to be done here. Mothering has never been about ‘perfect’. Conscious Mothers get it right because they’re Old Souls. They have well adjusted, happy, healthy, peaceful children full of Virtues. The proof is in the pudding as they say.
The Downfall of the Mother-rite has been the Downfall of us All.
There’s a myriad of lessons to learn here on Earth – from serial killers to billionaires in this paradigm. From cruelty to kindness, rags to riches, ignorance to wisdom and everything in between. We’ve just completed second grade in the grand scheme of things (the Grand Era’s) – the last 2x millennia of dis-ease and violence cycles. Yay, it’s upgrade time. Out with the old karmic shite and in with the new.
We are both pupils and teachers in life, depending on our Soul level of course. People are a reason, a season or a lifetime. Folks come and go. Are they teaching you to be assertive or are you teaching them boundaries? Oftentimes it goes both ways. And contrary to popular belief, ‘they’ are not always mirroring you. There’s only 1 of you in the whole world. When you know better, you do better, you attract better and can see straight through those who don’t. The end. There’s major unlearning to be done here too. Beware the mind-mappers, riddled with old male theories – based on persecution of Women, the clergy and hideous experiments with 5 sensory, male based mindsets. They’ve fed society all manner of low-level crap. This is not our Natural State of Affairs Ladies.
Lest We Forget Our foreMothers.
the Wise Women, who have been persecuted, butchered and imprisoned in their institutions. Lest we forget the women + children of war and genocide. Let’s make a date to honour them! This paradigm knows nothing of our True Feminine Heritage. They have an ego and financial investment in the maintenance and preservation of the staus quo, keeping you sick and tired in their multi-trillion-dollar sickness industry. Ever wondered why Women have cancer? Do you know about the Constellation of Cancer? Do you know about the Riches of the Woman’s Domain? Of course not. They wiped it out.
On that note the male theories of old class the Old Soul/Lone Wolf Dynamic as 1 of the 3 Schema’s: Defectiveness, Abandonment or Social Isolation. Be mindful of the fact that you do choose your ‘stuff’ each time around along with the soul pod to play it out with. It’s all part n parcel of the Soul’s evolution. If you’re meant to walk further than crowd, embrace it!
04. Old Souls
As an Old Soul you’re a person who knows you’re much older than your physical years in this earth walk. This Knowing is accompanied by the gift of high Emotional Intelligence (EQ) higher Mind, centre brain, hyperlinker Intelligence, Wisdom and Consciousness (WQ), intuition, and keen insight into the human condition. As opposed to the ‘young + brinkers’ who think they’re there. You can spot them easily in this paradigm – they think they’re experts on everything! Influencers, sponsored lives, bling, social media and completely dysfunctional.
→ We live in information age with a severe lack of Knowledge. The learn it Monday, sell it Tuesday types. With artificial intelligence and a severe lack of Universal Intelligence (UI).
05. Why do Old souls suffer?
Because you’re way ahead. You’re a Guardian + a Way shower. Old souls are classed as: idealistic, dreamers, dyslexic, renegades, with a mad/genius dynamic. Often unique, or ‘in the spotlight’ they are frequently outcasted, ridiculed, shunned, discredited, imprisoned and persecuted. Given the gag-order amidst the common mob mentality, dysfunction and stupidity.
We’re the people who won’t be conditioned by society, find it monotonous, boring and stifling who can see straight through it, which naturally makes us more vulnerable to judgement and hate from the unconscious masses. The Witch mania is prime example. Old souls are the epitome of Wisdom and Health on every level, completely balanced in their feminine and masculine sides. Their children the same.
¬ The joy and grief of travel. You know the difference between a traveller and a tourist. You know you don’t have a hope in hell of fitting in. I worked and travelled abroad for 11 years. I rode a horse around the Great Pyramids of Egypt for 3 hours. And when I returned to the country of my birth, I felt like a stranger in a strange land, for 5x years! It was awful. And lonely. I had anxiety attacks for the first time in my life. It’s called counter-culture shock. I had to sit and listen to crap about footy and eyebrow waxing. I was unheard and disregarded, rejected, ghosted. (that’s nasty low-level behaviour). Misunderstood. Labelled ‘hard work’ or fake or too quiet or full on. Nothing could be further from the truth. I had to walk away. Walk away for my sanity, self-care, sovereignty and self preservation. Trying to explain is futile. Poles apart. And that’s ok.
→ Sigma Females have Higher Faculties and prefer solitude. Not to be confused with Alpha Females who are different again.
→ Counter culture shock takes about 5x years to settle. You’ll never fit in. It’s a good thing. Be gentle with yourself. You’ll bump into other Old Souls and enjoy brief time together until you part ways. Being stuck in the grind with kids in school will be a hellish nightmare. Travel much dear one! Or you’ll feel like a butterfly in a glass jar dying a slow painful death.
→ Aim for self employment or you’ll go mad. Hanging out in jobs is not for you. You can’t keep your shields up that long. You get my drift. Obviously there are times you need the survival job + dollars. You’ll work the both and transition. Be thankful and move on.
→ Old souls have an unlimited well of tenacity, intuition, and self-containment for good reason. It’s a lonely path. It’s an amazing path. It’s not for the faint of heart. Embrace it. You dare to do what most do not. Old souls have consciousness whilst society talks about it. The unconscious are sitting at home trying to teach, preach, package and sell it. Ride on.
06. the Lone Wolf Dynamic
Have you noticed there’s not enough accurate teaching or support for you? Mis-information abounds in this day and age – left hemisphere, male ways of thinking & doing things, internet and degrees. Completely devoid of genuine Feminine Wisdom and Astro-physical Knowledge, straight out of Matriarchy. Ugh. Best remedy ever … unlearning!
The Power of Solitude.
I know you walk alone. I know you operate in the heights and depths most cannot fathom. You deserve understanding and acceptance. You also deserve to find your tribe of kindred spirits. The ancient Knowledge is buried and lost. Yes, the very Soul food you seek.
And conscious Mothers need support too. Yes you, the 3x year breast feeders in-tune with your babes, who never hit your children who are Mothering alone with well adjusted, healthy, happy conscious kids full of Virtues and Standards. Breathe. I got you. The Mask of Motherhood is a Minefield. Ugh. I have an Earth Mother Course in creation, jam packed with support, dedicated to you.
Old souls keep to themselves. You need alone time. You’re not shy or socially awkward. You’re not a classic introvert either. You simply cannot relate! You can discuss the Cosmos all day long with another old soul! But footy and eyebrow waxing makes you run a square mile. Typically, we’ll have our handful of besties dotted around the globe. But we’re on the outside looking in. Be glad of it. You’ll always travel further than the crowd. You’ve done more rounds here on Earth School. And that’s ok. The reason you don’t ‘fit in’ with the crowd is because you’ve been further than the crowd – you’ve done the Lives. You’re destined for bigger and better things. And really, truly, old souls are meant to teach, guide and lead the way. This paradigm has f*ked that up majorly. The tail is wagging dog!
Old souls have the eyes to see what most do not. You have an abundance of innate self-awareness, health, wisdom and virtues. You have Cosmic Knowledge and understanding – Consciousness. You’ve cleared karmic debts. You have an unlimited well of compassion for humanity. You know what it is to experience every gamut of emotion and life lesson. You’ve been through the dark night of the soul and cleared the slate.
07. Common Insults and Misunderstandings.
– You think too much. Being wide awake is a wonderful thing. As they say, ignorance is bliss. Never ever suppress your smarts or your curiosity. You Know the Mysteries + see the inter-connectedness of it All. Keep in mind – there are Volumes missing yet to return...
– You’re arrogant. A dime for every time you’ve heard that one. Mediocre minds cannot comprehend the Cosmos! Nor are they tri or bi-lingual. When you know better, you do better, you attract better. It’s our job to teach and lead the way. That’s been suppressed and forgotten in this paradigm, leaving you as fringe-dwellers instead. How many intelligent people were sent off to asylums?
‘The thing about smart people is they seem like crazy people to dumb people’ ¬ Stephen Hawking.
– You’re blunt/harsh. Says a society in stupor with the gag order! Honesty is dead and buried along with many other Virtues in this paradigm. Honesty helps us grow. It’s essential for awareness and growth. Speaking the truth is not negative, is always the best policy and an absolute Soul-tonic. The only folks who cannot handle honesty are those living a lie and the great unconscious.
Don’t take it to Heart Sweetheart.
Being unable to speak the truth has detri-mental consequences and health issues. Self-doubt, loss of integrity, pleaser/people dynamic, lack of self-awareness, ownership + self-correction of behaviours, passive/aggressive behaviours, ghosting (low level behaviour). The list goes on. This resilience shit is a bi-product of this unconscious paradigm. Always be honest. It’s better to be slapped with the truth than kissed with a lie. And from experience, understand you’re a seed planter. The truth will always be understood when the recipient is ready. Their light bulb moment will happen in time.
‘The mediocre mind is incapable of understanding the man who refuses to bow blindly to conventional prejudices and chooses instead to express his opinions courageously and honestly.” ¬ Albert Einstein
¬ Old souls find society tedious + monotonous. Hands up if you’re bored shitless in this era. Me too! Ugh this society has folks stuck in the grind for the dollar doing the same shit year in, year out, to pay taxes, cars, bricks + mortar mortgages and credit cards. Trading your soul and children for the system. Job stands for just-over-broke. Taking orders from idiots on the minimum wage to pay for food + rent is soul destroying. Fuck that!
¬ We need Temples, Castles and Quests. We need Travel and purpose and meaning in Life. We need to sit with wise teachers in Mystery Schools and Grand Libraries, sit with elephants and spend time in the Natural World. We need to soar to great heights + walk bare foot. We know academia and Intelligence are not one and the same. (we need Hogwarts and Steiner schools). We know religion and Spirituality are not one and the same. We understand the Starwheel and sacred geometry. We know Lady Justice with Her all-seeing eye, does not wear a blindfold. We know this paradigm has made a pigs ear of things and a grand mockery of Justice. Don’t ever lose yours.
Pro tip:
¬ Always remember you are not tired of Life. You’re tired of society. Your Soul does not reside here. My Soul resides in Rivendell. Place yours there too. I’ve learnt to function in society and pay my way. But I don’t operate here. I find it tedious, mind numbing and frustrating. I spend as little time as possible in it. And to think they want to inject us and our babies with their lab-rat-chemicals! The sheer ignorance of it. How do you know when patriarchy have achieved their goal? When the token, damaged women carry out their dirty work. Walk on.
¬ Be kind and gentle with yourself. These things hurt. It always hurts to be misunderstood, rejected + persecuted. Hypatia of Alexandria, Joan of Arc, Sir Frank Whittle and Robert Johnson were too. Celebrate your pioneering, savvy spirit. Celebrate your kind, Old soul. Celebrate your Knowledge and Gifts. Your talents must be shared with the world. Enjoy travel, books and good food. Nourish and nurture yourself. Get back to Nature – she always restores your senses and sensibilities when humans have lost their way. This corrupt, damaged era is on the way out. We will see revolution over the next 30 years. It’s written in the stars. Old souls will lead the way once again. Good things are coming.
→ We’re here to progress things – shift + uplift the status quo. It’s time. Time to Walk in Genuine Beauty and Balance once again. In the meantime, take care Bright Eyes.
Conclusion.
There’s plenty of patriarchy to unlearn! There’s much work to be done to get humanity back on track. And it will be done in our lifetime. For families, communities and nations. We all deserve better. We’re all capable of so much more. Mother Earth has everything we need in abundance, for free! Reconnect + Respect.
Here’s to ancient Knowledge for Women – an essential healing act. Here’s to the return of Knowledge, Wisdom & Principles straight out of Matriarchy. Here’s to transforming ourselves, our relationships and the way we live on the planet. Here’s to this wonderful revolutionary time on Earth. We cannot continue as we are.
‘Healing the Feminine Psyche heals society’ ¬ Amanda jT
From my heart to yours, take care you. To your stellar success and well-being always. Peace, love and shine bright.
xx Amanda
Resources
→ I have a really easy empowerment resource to figure that out, which you can find at MA/emp.guide
→ You can read more on my Women’s Health Counselling with related blog post here
→ Enroll in my mini course B99, Boundaries for Women here
→ Join my (annual) Woman-lore Program wait list here
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